Lesser Feasts

I put on decent clothes last night for the first time since I've been in Edinburgh. I had a reservation at Café St Honoré, a wonderful little French restaurant down a cobbled street in the New Town. It's the sort of place where posh people in Alexander McCall Smith's novels are always having dinner for some special occasion. My special occasion was the end of my fourteen-day self-isolation. The decent clothes, I must say, were a bit snug. A basically sedentary two weeks had done wonders for my Anselm bibliography and my progress on the second Brahms violin sonata, but it had not been kind to my waistline. Five pounds, maybe. But I had neglected to remind myself that the reason I can always eat everything I want in Edinburgh and still lose weight is that I'm walking. All the time. Everywhere. Which I hadn't been. For two weeks. The modest protest from my waistband notwithstanding, I set out for dinner. Such freedom to do as I pleased, to walk along the streets of thi

Twenty-four hours to go. The essence -- the essence , I'm telling you -- of living in Edinburgh is walking several miles in the course of a day, just doing normal things, experiencing the ever-changing light, the quiet beauty of the buildings, marveling at the impeccably behaved Scottish dogs. Obviously I knew what I was getting myself into when I came here. Two weeks of isolation for the sake of two or three months of Edinburgh seemed, and was, a sensible bargain. But I will be very glad indeed when life gets back to normal, or, rather, to that super-charged beyond-normal that characterizes life in my favorite city. My first full day will be Michaelmas: Morning Prayer and Eucharist at the Cathedral, then getting set up in my office in Hope Park Square. But the fourteen days will expire, by my reckoning, tomorrow evening. I have a reservation for dinner at Cafe St Honore , and I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward to it. After two weeks of microwaving ready meals br

This song speaks to me of a gentle and not-unpleasant autumnal melancholy, of daylight retreating and a new briskness in the air. It has nothing at all to do with Lancelot Andrewes. It's just been in my head lately.

You know you've spent too much time in Scotland -- wait, that's a conceptual impossibility; let's start that again -- you know you've spent a delightfully rich amount of time in Scotland when Adamnan of Iona comes up in the calendar and you think, "Ah, yes. Adamnan of Iona," rather than, "Who?" But in case you're wondering, Adamnan was abbot of Iona around 700; he was kinsman and hagiographer of the much better-known Saint Columba. (I have to justify the name of this blog somehow.) On this ninth day of self-isolation I think I have finally hit my stride. Not that I wasn't being reasonably productive before, but more things fell into place today. I finally started writing my chapter on Scotus's account of the virtues. (The virtues are not that important in Scotus's ethics, but the reasons they're not important are important.) I attended the weekly research-in-progress seminar for the Institute for Advanced Studies in the Humanities

The knock at the door came at 8:30 pm. What could that be? All I could think was that Her Majesty's Self-Isolation Enforcement Squad had come to verify that I was where I had said I would be. Good luck, that, since it is just  possible that I had somewhat  stretched the letter of the law earlier in the day. Setting down my gin and tonic, I went to the door. "Hi! I'm Gillian," said a cheerful thirty-something woman with a perfect Edinburgh accent. "I own the property downstairs. This is Anya. She's one of the two students renting the upstairs flat. The owner of your flat -- she's not very nice, actually, but she did tell us you'd be here, and we wanted to welcome you to the building." She handed me a bottle of wine, and we chatted for a few minutes. Thinking back over it this morning, I realize it's the only conversation I've had in person in a week, beyond the few words it takes to accept a grocery drop-off from the Deliveroo driver. I en

 I find that a lot of my self-isolation period is occupied with planning what I'm going to do when I'm no longer required to self-isolate. Trip to the Cairngorms? All worked out. Plans for daily public worship beginning on Michaelmas? You bet. Another favorite pastime is trying imagine how I might excusably go out into the world (where, strangely enough, it is persistently sunny). For example, I could surely be allowed to go out to empty my trash in the nearest bin, and then it would be totally understandable if I got turned around on the way back and accidentally  walked all the way down to Stockbridge and then down along the Water of Leith and back through Canonmills . . . OK, maybe not. Fortunately I'm managing to get work done. I just submitted a bibliographical entry on Anselm -- quite a lot of work for barely 5000 words -- and my proposal for the latest Oxbridge Handguide to Stuff should be ready to go off tomorrow. Then it's on to Scotus on virtue. Music is also

A beautiful, cloudless day in Edinburgh tests my commitment to self-isolation. What would Hildegard of Bingen have done? Well, she would have written some theology: I got a proposal off to a press. She would have made some music: I did some serious practice on Bach, Brahms, and Franck. She would have prayed: I followed the appointed prayer for my current jurisdiction . But would she have taken a walk? Here I think we must play the mystery card.

Now that I am completely unpacked, my groceries have been delivered, and I have settled into my new time zone, I have no further excuse not to begin tackling the to-do list for today that I so sensibly made for myself last night. First on that list is "post to blog." Since I can't get out and have adventures, the best I can do for today is take you on a tour of my flat. I'm in the Georgian New Town on Royal Crescent, overlooking the King George V Park. The flat fortunately has high ceilings and lots of windows, so there's plenty of light even on a grey day like today. The view from the back windows is classic Edinburgh. And yes, people do sit out there. Knowing that I would have a Clavinova in the flat, I brought a bunch of music to learn. I read through this (the Bach Violin Sonata in F minor) yesterday, and today I mean to get started on the Brahms No. 2 in A major. And there you have it. On to the rest of my to-do list, which is all about Augustine, Anselm, Sco

After a long but impressively smooth journey, I found myself last night around 8:30 sitting on Dublin Street, waiting for the letting agent to bring me the keys for my flat, and singing this sotto voce  as the occasional passerby slipped into the quiet of a Sunday evening in the less bustling parts of the New Town. I justify the sentimentality and arguably misplaced nostalgia by noting that the arranger (the tall tenor in the middle) is an American living in Edinburgh. This morning I am barely jet-lagged. I've ordered grocery delivery, made my usual breakfast of buttered crumpets and cafetiere coffee, and sat down to plan my day. Being forbidden by law to leave my flat except under unusual circumstances, I have no excuse not to be productive, though I find that staring dreamily out of my windows is a perfectly good use of time in itself.

Prayer to the Holy Cross Anselm of Canterbury   O holy cross, which recalls to us that Cross on which our Lord Jesus Christ, by his death, brought us back from the eternal death for which we were most wretchedly destined, and led us into the eternal life that we had lost through sin: In you I worship, venerate, and glorify that Cross which you represent for us, and in that Cross I glorify our Lord, the Merciful One, and the acts that he accomplished there by his great mercy.   O Cross worthy of love, in which is our salvation, our life, our resurrection! [1] O precious wood, through which we have been saved and set free! [2] O admirable sign, by which we are signed for God! O glorious Cross, in which alone we ought to glory! [3]   It is not because of the mad blasphemy of those cruel men who made you ready for the Most Gentle One that we are to meditate upon you, but because of the One who in supremely wise obedience willingly took you up. Fo

Sitting in O'Hare on my first of two layovers -- not part of my original itinerary, or even of the itinerary after that -- I feel as if I should write something poetic about liminality. The bus from my arrival terminal to the international terminal, going through security for the second time . . . watching two Sunday services, one at home and one in Edinburgh, but being physically present for neither . . . I'm sure there's something terribly deep there, but I can't think what it is. The gate agents are busy making sure people are going to be able to get where they want to go. "Do you have the QR code you need to get into Spain?" "Have you registered your fourteen-day self-isolation address with the UK?" (That one was for me, and of course I have.) I have all sorts of paperwork just in case Her Majesty's border agents, who can be skeptical (or "sceptical") at the best of times, are inclined to be inquisitive: the itinerary for my return

Tomorrow I leave for Edinburgh. I have been eager for many months to be able to say that. Edinburgh is where I go to recharge, to get back to work after other duties (sometimes quite pleasant ones) have stalled my research. I have cadged an office and a nominal fellowship at the Institute for Advanced Studies in the Humanities at the University, I have found a decent flat in the New Town, and I am making the necessary arrangements to exercise my priestly ministry -- though only a bit -- in the Diocese of Edinburgh. So tomorrow I leave for Edinburgh. I have a very thorough and thoughtful packing list, which I have no doubt is going to prove to be wildly overambitious. What what the clothes I need for the un-Florida-like weather I can expect, the books I have to have for various projects, and the music I'm determined to practice (you can see the piano tucked away in the back -- I hope it doesn't sound appalling), there will be quite a lot to take. And if I could somehow manage to